Oh dear! comfort you are so cozy and warm Just like a blanket in a cold night and like home You make me feel lighter without any fear You just become a habit oh so dear One part of me always push you away from me Yes I am one of those who mostly listen to the part that says-“ this is not what you want” or “this is fine but what next” All other parts of me tell me you are just what I need If I am not here then actually where to go Oh! But hey you seldom tell me how you just make me lazy I just feel like to take it all easy And then realise something is just not right The one thing that stop me from growing no matter how easy there to survive That’s where I start doubting you and questioning my self Break the zone and come out of my shell Oh the pain is real and heart-breaking But change is needed though the path requires evolving Saying bye to you even thinking of that is nightmare Oh! To actually say bye… have done it lot of times but still dont know why so difficult whenever…wherever… Make me analyse is it even worth going there! But with heavy heart and courageous steps here I come Where oh! we have always met but you are always new dear “deadly struggle” and give me that stare You made me anxious again that’s your welcome dose You want me to do those things that even thinking of give me stroke But alas you repeat the circumstances till I ace to deal with And that old struggle eventually convert itself to the comfort! Oh you sweet little honey trap and I am always on dual path When comfort is pulling me to stay and new struggle push me to go to uncertain roads End not always success not always fail though effort always what I can What a vicious circle of struggling losing fighting breaking..sometimes winning Just where to reach what’s the end? Human potential is limitless beyond to comprehend To reach its utmost capacity will that be a correct end! Guess some questions answers are also limitless have no end! Bring it on to life where there are good chances of new struggles bring the best out of me till my last breath
And pray for all struggles to have worthy end as god think of as I am too small to comprehend Always give me the strength of never giving up…give me the strength One day one fine day the whole journey will make sense One fine day the whole journey will make sense When the tears of joy and smile of gratitude meets Will understand…yes will understand…. Amen
Cant forgot that day and circumstances full of chaos.. Was late for an important exam and suffering from fever with oh so bad throat.. Was preparing for exam with difficulties and the day was not on my side.. The traffic and weather doesn’t help,did not know what future reside.. Somehow reached the centre just to realise forgot to bring pen alongside.. And now the chase begin to ask for it.. leave the seat and run for familiar faces.. Examiner told to come fast as it wont allow late candidates.. Somehow arranged a broken pen and come back to my seat… Was worried will able to write the exam complete.. Just to find in desk underneath… “A pen” oh my god! such a sign of relief..
What a thoughtful gesture without asking a favour…
With no clue who has done this…was trying to figure out…thanked god and start the exam Finally the exam gets over , successfully completed and all begin to leave
And I started looking for you in many faces Wish I screamed my lungs out for you to reach… You were nearby with golden heart and close observation… Secret Santa don’t wait for Christmas or occasion… I am truly grateful and humble by your gesture Wanted to say heartfelt thank you…
Made me believe in human angel and you made the world better place to live..
This instance give me positive vibe, filled with gratitude and make me smile everytime I recall.. I will humbly remember this whole of my life… The world is better place because it has people like you..
Though want to but was not able to say in person and it always less but.. thank you… You are a stranger but I know you are an angel… This memory and your pen is a prized possession in my life…
Be the way you are…you are more precious than you think…god bless you.
Planned well the list is completed All tick boxed are properly checked What is mandatory and priority all sorted Now waiting for the perfect fit in That’s how mind has decided for the heart But heart…oh you really think that’s how it works It will eventually fall for someone unexpected at an unexpected time and place You are talking about love my dear and you are trying to cage it
The best emotion in words just can’t be defined It has its own way and one of a kind when it happen only then you realise Why and how it happened its not that easy to define And oh that list you created with so much of time and thought Well if its match its just a lucky coincidence or a favour from cupid And if not well you can do nothing and laugh about it Till then keep planning and updating the list Just to make you realise you dont choose you just fall in love with And if you choose then its love…well the answer is with you even if you deny it
Though everyday choose love but whom you choose to love Atleast dont be materialistic let the master- ‘ your heart’ decide it It beats for ‘the one’, you feel the sparkle and all the cheesy things you usually laugh at Yes that happens when you actually feel it You smile often become more empathic that’s its power and magic
The most beautiful and precious thing in world Has no formula or list Its very pure and will remain the name you are giving are you sure that is love or again you making a story or list just to convince others or yourself Anyway everyone has there own journey and own destiny as well as destination no one to judge or question it But you want love unconditionally and putting conditions to it!
All who love truly and unconditionally god please always unite them and let them remain united
With lot of difficulty you get that kind of love and yes it get badly tested Well then you list and priority came in and what you choose Will be known as your story, what name you want give to your chapter only you can decide it You know when you know…simple that’s it
The pain of unrequited love oh yes you overcome that but do life remains same.. well only you know it
Language of soul , shine through eyes and flows through heart and everything changes for better when you truly, unconditionally embrace and realise it.
Saw a beautiful couple talking with eyes and sign language
In a train full of blabbering and noise
They way they express to each other was one of the most beautiful scene I ever seen
Feel its only two of them in whole train and rest world just don’t exist
You know why because that’s the way they are communicating without bothered about the world around Like bird’s chirp or river meet the sea just purely magic
There normal talk bring sparkle in their eyes and I felt the happiness they were sharing Total acceptance and just love… its paradise..
My heart felt warm even I left the train.. how pure it is and just make me realise the importance of expression and feelings Made my vision more clear and looking at every being and situation with a more accepting and wiser eyes
What a profound that simple yet impactful experience it was on my concise
While the judging come naturally, understanding what makes us wiser.. How easily we believe in negativity and question the positive attribute.. The ego sitting in name of insecurities by way of demeaning other make some people happier! Criticising become such a habit forget its being constructive, its take shape of bitching to fill the hollowness created in them The other innocent but struggling chap even try to find something useful in that criticism that is just meant to either kill the self esteem or filling the void that is actually nothing to do with you No matter how many times you try, push your self all they want is to pin point where you struggled waiting to see you sinking not at all a healthy competition though After facing all this still you shine as you keep trying without giving up, that was not appreciated sadly slowly its effecting you but don’t let it… keep growing through Your undying spirit and self motivation are the key driver with hope and believe to work in present and future days will become better is pushing you You sailed though the storms that was made to break you…you sailed through…. Then someone said something felt so magical and it was true but felt unbelievable Something like you done well, I know you can do this, you have so much potential and heart felt appreciation that was genuine and made you glow
You sailed though the storms it gave you hope and confidence Appreciation and belief helping you to shine and made those heavy steps a little lighter as you start to see the light which is helping you.. Here made the thin line difference that who is critcising, advising and helping like mentor a well wisher or just a random being not human yet struggling with their insecurities and using you… Appreciation mostly works when its genuine and felt within along with proper expression though some use it as flattering mechanism hence remain careful Yes not easy but don’t bog down by criticism use it as constructively be selective on who’s view actually matters and what needed to be worked through Try to surround yourself with positive, non judgmental, understanding people though sometime you struggle to find them and then all the roles need to be played by you But at any cost stay away with toxicity and negativity,understand the vibe you are getting and maintain distance or just walk away dont put you peace of mind on stake for people who don’t even understand themselves how they will anyway understand you… Right and timely appreciation can do wonders its boast the confidence and push you to achieve more Constructive criticism also play a very important role hence carefully choose the mentor Don’t let appreciation impact you in such a way that you further cannot take the criticism anymore Keep working on yourself, loving your self, accepting your self and forgive when require and choose to evolve.. Everyone can be a criticiser but understand the world need encouragers too Believe in yourself listen to you heart choose “the passion “or “with passion” celebrate even small achievements and believe you can achieve anything your eyes has set upon to…. believe so…
Horror stories everywhere Scared eyes, struggling, hope and despair Oh dear god a humble prayer Please forgive and give us another chance Though you have given many chances all the time But guess we have taken for granted beyond repair
People who are suffering with deadly diseases are stress about the family Family is so concerned about the survival of the member Health care staffs working day and night for patient’s survivor Having proper health care facilities on time is becoming a challenge for real Too much carelessness leads to too much trouble everywhere
Patients are suffocating, doctors are pleading to follow instructions There overwhelming situation breaks me to the core They are trying to give hope where they themselves are not sure Telling sad news and further to inform you cant see last time even Medical staff are over pressurised but medical facilities are jeopardised
Dont want to imagine what must be going through the patients and their near ones Prayers, hope, disappointment, howl, deadly silence..the scene in hospitals are worst nightmare With every beep go up down the heartbeat sink and make all anxious With every good news there is hope with every bad news ache in heart
Struggle to survival near the death havoc Unimaginable pain ..hope and pray for life blooms and all the pain to disappear
What a simple request of social distancing and wearing mask Taking it lightly has made the wave deadly then ever Every serious precautions like lockdown come with havoc price The poor the more sufferer still why don’t we properly care and adhere
The only wish is to everything become normal again What blessing is being normal ..its the true independence Till them we have to learn from our mistakes and fight together Stay hopeful, follow all precautions, maintain the social distancing Get the vaccine still wear the mask, make it easy for all not difficult unnecessarily It is mandatory and need of the hour Please understand requesting in folded hands…please decipher
Dear God please help and save us…my only wish and prayer
You feel two love birds totally lost in themselves forgetting the world around is judging them unnecessarily The first thought will come what’s wrong with these two But second thought made you realise is it that love suppose to be… content…lost in eyes You feel the correct vibe when you let go the judgmental side..
You see a special child with special needs that his/her parents trying to meet First reaction why creator is cruel sometimes Then you took a pause and look at innocent smile of that child who is no way a fault Our acceptance can easily make ways for them normal is that too much to ask for or as human justified
Hey what’s you do on weekend…. some people have the answer that dont fit the social norms They like to spend time with themselves, read, write, observe, introspect First though you get oh what a freak he/ she don’t have life Then you have to look beyond and see that there are some activities that bring life to them…its their life…their choice…totally reasonable and unquestionable We just need to accept people and their respected choice that is not harming them or anybody
Being different is how the god’s created nature and expect us to inspired by it then why forcefully fit in when easily can be unique And its quite simple we just have to realise and accept that’s it
So what you do for living, you still not married, what about kids First reaction what a burden to family and unfortunate…Can somebody let him/her understand Think properly who needs to understand What they choose in their personal and professional life at what time why exactly that impacting you is the right question See they are content and happy that actually and only thing matters in life and its their life and they have right to choose the parameters and time
Have an impression that we have the maturity to understand because the response just show what is reflecting inside me and you Making each other happy and joyful whenever we meet any one….leaving with a feeling that we should meet often or why on earth I even know or related to you…is the choice we have to make Express not just communicate, respond don’t react,Be an encourager, accept if cannot appreciate.. Choose to spread joy… everybody is fighting there battles already unknown to you..
Oh mind what a great learner you are You have learned the cues, the words and then to communicate
Oh heart sometimes I wonder you always knew what eyes says… You connect with soul and just put what is needed in place…
All was fine till one day ego sit in the head You choose silence where needed to be expressed You created walls so high to climb and forget to transmit
But heart know what you actually want You cannot show but sense the pain like you feel a physical pain Even when you get vibe from soul how you just cant relate!!
Control freak of perfection you don’t even let emotions flow When they required most and you just ignore! You have learned and evolved in methods to create impression and impersonate You let the ego win dont even realise it was not even the battle in first place!
But the heart bleeds….soul cry so helplessly though cannot say Now you are looking meaning in dead places but dont find the solace!
Nobody win but lost the chance of heaven on earth what we called real happiness is!
Communicate when needed…express when require… simple …dont unnecessary complicate!!
otherwise ego has a hidden face with real name is regret in some case…
Regret has a history of not going away easily its rationale is just, as you don’t even try when needed and rest your case!!
When you gave message to yourself that you are happy.. You automatically start finding evidences for it hence subconsciously accepting it
When you gave message to yourself that you are sad, angry or frustrated Then you wanders to find reason for it and justifying it
The interaction with others is important but what you say to yourself makes life more significant How you want to be depends on what your perspective and reflects in it
Count your blessing, have acceptance, gratitude and remain optimistic Most of the question you ask is a statement backed by beliefs Hence choose the question carefully remain flexible, have a reality check focus on living in moment
What you are asking and saying becomes your point of view When you suggest and advice yourself be kind and open to forgive yourself Life is full of possibilities remain preferential and understand to live in present Meaningful Growth to reach the utmost potential and not giving up Most of the times control lies within you and how you perceive it Not only result but journey also matters The answers lies within you only the way you want it
Life has teaching and evolving me on every step But one thing is always difficult to come by How to say a good bye Either I am leaving or a close being Its just not my thing Its is difficult to comprehend That some whom you have known for years and just can’t relate And someone just met by feel like known forever They just leave and its ache your heart like never Initially I used to pass by those movements if I leave or other person leaves
Not because I dont care but because I just care and get bothered too much
But somehow when I was pushed to be part of farewell’s
Then I realise these are few movement in life that we remember and cherish Though thinking of facing those movement make me anxious and give me nightmare Being part of those movement make me emotional on verge of breakdown
Its also makes me humble and shake me to the core
Feel so many emotions at one time
Grateful, sad, hopeful, gratitude and some I dont even understand
Looking back at those precious movement just leave a twinkle in my eye and smile of gratitude Situation and circumstances make us leave…and comfort zone need to be pushed Have faced the similar situation but still cant buy I dont know… no matter how many times you did in school, college, office, cities, and where not Why it is always so difficult to say a goodbye It make me introspect and leaves a void Life move on but not all the same as ahead Something changes and some not “What if” always play in the mind And did heart ever say good bye… No matter moving ahead is for all good But we are all human beings wired like that Emotions always remain just ensure not bog you down One fine day when you look back Its chapters making life worth and make us worthwhile….. Still dont know why its always difficult to say good bye…