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Where’s the end!!

Oh dear! Comfort you are so cozy and warm
Just like a blanket in a cold night and like home
You make me feel lighter without any fear
You just become a habit, oh so dear
One part of me always push you away from me
Yes, I am one of those who mostly listen to the part that says-“ this is not what you want” or “this is fine, but what next”
All other parts of me tell me you are just what I need
If I am not here, then actually where to go
Oh! But hey, you seldom tell me how you just make me lazy
I just feel like to take it all easy
And then realise something is just not right
The one thing that stops me from growing no matter how easy there to survive
That’s where I start doubting you and questioning myself
Break the zone and come out of my shell
Oh the pain is real and heart-breaking
But change is needed, though the path requires evolving
Saying bye to you even thinking about that is a nightmare
Oh! To actually say bye… have done it lots of times but still don’t know why so difficult whenever…wherever…
Make me analyse is it even worth going there!
But with a heavy heart and courageous steps, here I come
Where oh! We have always met, but you are always new dear “deadly struggle” and give me that stare
You made me anxious again, that’s your welcome dose
You want me to do those things that even thinking of give me a stroke
But alas, you repeat the circumstances till I ace to deal with
And that old struggle eventually converts itself to the comfort!
Oh, you sweet little honey trap and I am always on a dual path
When comfort is pulling me to stay and the new struggle pushes me to go to uncertain roads
End not always success not always fail though effort always what I can
What a vicious circle of struggling losing fighting breaking..sometimes winning
Just where to reach what’s the end?
Human potential is limitless beyond to comprehend
To reach its utmost capacity will that be a correct end!
Guess for some questions, answers are also limitless have no end!
Bring it on to life where there are good chances of new struggles bring the best out of me till my last breath


And pray for all struggles to have a worthy end as god think of as I am too small to comprehend
Always give me the strength of never giving up…give me the strength
One day, One fine day the whole journey will make sense
One fine day the whole journey will make sense
When the tears of joy and smiles of gratitude meets
Will understand…yes will understand….
Amen


Written by
Swati Sharma

Copyright 2021 © Swati Sharma and Learning with life. All rights reserved.

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A story to tell!

From broken pieces of self esteem
To building it completely I have a story to tell
From deep fear and insecurities
To discover my self
I have a story to tell

From hating myself to start accepting myself
From what people say and think
To build confidence and reaching the level of freedom
I have a story to tell

To love deeply …to be deeply alone
To accept the loneliness and enjoying the solitude
Still believing in goodness and beauty of love
I have a story to tell

Surrounded with shallowness being part of unfair, cruel and ruthless world
A lot of the time persuaded to be like everyone and follow the rat race
Still believe in kindness, humanity, karma, justice and leading a truthful life
I have a story to tell

Looking world from different eyes, question, but don’t prejudice
Observing but not judging…accepting but not stereotyping..
From fighting for the right even if fighting alone
I have a story to tell

From failing a lot, but not giving up
From learning everyday still understand I know so little
From getting up on days where I feel like giving up
Fighting my own demons still ready to help the needy first
I have a story to tell

From being in places or being in the imaginary world
From being in the crowd and feeling alone and surrounded by loved one feeling home
From on verge of breakdown, but smiling like hell
I have a story to tell

From listening to understanding and going layers beneath
Feel like knowing the person and in a second break the myth
From knowing person for years and find the aspect unexpectedly new
I have a story to tell

From just listen to heart and follow the intuition
Embracing the journey even how difficult it become

Always trying and putting a genuine effort
In the lost road find hope
In the testing times, full of obstacles road, have seen miracles!
From questioning why it happened to me, but later being grateful thanked god it happened to me
Realizing god you are always there with me
I have a story to tell


If you have a heart that listen and eyes than judge less and understand more

Going beyond small talk and sharing life experiences

Learning from the journey and ready for new one
l have stories to tell…

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Swati Sharma

Copyright 2020 © Swati Sharma and Learning with life. All rights reserved.

An emotional bye

Silence..
Just silences,
She was standing with her group..
When finally the car came to pick her up..
She hugged all with a heavy heart..
And as she steps ahead one of the closest friend can’t control his tears..
And the last thread of patience looses..
All just started to cry..
As she has to board the car being late..
She looked back..
One last time..
Without blinking..
And sigh!
Heavy breath…
A scene of losing her best group of friends..
Where she has plenty of memories to cherish for..
She started to miss them already…and..
She Stopped the car, run to hug them all over again..
Post getting into the car, again continuously looked till she can..
She locked the last scene in her heart and mind..
And tears automatically roll by..
She knows she can meet them in the future..
Though not daily..
Both the thoughts made her more restless for a while…
Her best Farwell and a heart wrenching bye..
Wanted to know from her version of this emotional bid..
But she chooses silence to just grasp all just happened..
Went numb to the whole world for some time..
I understood and didn’t break her precious moment..
The way I have seen in just a few minutes..
The emotion overflown in her strong beautiful relations..
That is deep rooted between all of them..
Want to see the reunion too..
What an amazing sight would it be to witness by..
Blessed are those who have real friends… stay blessed and stay friends forever..
Group laughter has an aura so does a group cry..
When you feel it’s real..
Overwhelmed and joy..

Written by

Swati Sharma

Copyright May 2022 © Swati Sharma and Learning with life. All rights reserved.

Love yourself first

I Hated myself so much that I thought..

I don’t deserve love..
I did that to myself, yes can you imagine!


Thinking any deep gesture is not true..
Delusional or I don’t worth..


Created walls too high..
Too high that I felt choked..
And accepted what is not..
That I am not enough..
For such a long time..
Certainly due to less understanding and more judgemental world..
And mostly
Because of getting controlled, scrutinised and mistrust..
And definitely
Because of low self esteem
Due to seeking validation from near, dear, others and above..


I could not believe..
Nor could I trust..
Walls for others and cage for myself..


I get to know too late..
Before anything else..
No matter what..
Don’t be cruel to yourself..
Too late but true always..
To the person whom you are going to spend most of your time..
Its also deserve priority, love, kindness and trust..
Love yourself first..

Love yourself first..

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Swati Sharma

Copyright April 2022 © Swati Sharma and Learning with life. All rights reserved.

I am me..published at MasticadoresIndia

I am so pleased to announce that my poem, I am me is now available at MasticadoresIndia. Thank you to Terveen Gill, and the team at MasticadoresIndia for their continued support, and for publishing .

Please find the link below:

https://wp.me/paEl1x-12d

I will be so glad if you read it there.

Love and regards

Swati Sharma

Where’s the end…published at MasticadoresIndia.

I am so pleased to announce that my poem, where’s the end, is now available at MasticadoresIndia. Thank you to Terveen Gill, and the team at MasticadoresIndia for their continued support, and for publishing .

Please find the link below:

I will be so glad if you read it there.

Love and regards

Swati Sharma

Priceless freedom

While counting blessings…
Count freedom twice….
Right to live with pride and dignity..
Is so much taken for granted..
The price of independence..
As well as saving the independence…
Is way too high..
Least we can have is gratitude and respect for it…
We are blessed to have a right to speak and to be heard..
With social liberty, freedom of choice..
Make independence more meaningful by working on issues..
For that all need to remain united…
Coming together against all odds..
To born under free country is fortunate…
Making it better with the path of progress..
Understanding, gratitude, protect and work on growth..
To continue to shine brighter with glory, peace and prosperity..
Wish, pray as well as work for it.

Written by

Swati Sharma

Copyright Feb 2022 © Swati Sharma and Learning with life. All rights reserved.

For a better tomorrow…

I am enduring with my strength…
And fighting battles of judgements..
I Know what I feel..
Sometimes positive, some day numb and some day just broke down…
When I am subjected to prejudice…
But it just increases my inner strength..
Being myself, the world will amend..
Really…
Did the world amend?
Did it let go spreading hate, judgement?
Did it accept if we do not fit in?
And don’t follow the social norms..
Will it has no place for discrimination, shaming and bullying…
But I have to be me…
Hence its me only who has to understand..
To choose between which battle to fight for and what to ignore…
World is taking its own time…
I will stand, stand by the virtues and values I believe in…
With a hope that I do believe…
One day…
When kindness and actual meaning of freedom meets…
The day will have totally and fully just acceptance…
For choices with respect..
All the enduring and fighting
Will make sense…
Will witness from somewhere or will have gratitude…
For those who was patiently fight battles alone…
Suffered yet wanted to make a better place for all…
On that era.. all efforts, patience, endurance and persistence will make sense..
It will meet a deserving end…
Of equality, freedom, acceptance and kindness..
The way God made us.. we corrupted it and we together only going to amend…

Thats Earth heaven…
Till then don’t lose hope even though some days and circumstances are difficult…
You are right, you are strong and each small effort makes a difference…
Keep the faith..
For a better, beautiful future
Believe in my heart…I do believe…
Amen.

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Swati Sharma

Copyright Feb 2022 © Swati Sharma and Learning with life. All rights reserved.

Hope and pray – unconditional love – beyond infinity

Hope and pray..
One wish constantly..
God..
Never ever separate those..
Who love..
Unconditionally.
With lots of test and patience..
When anyone gets that..
Kind of love..
No norms, rules or even fate..
Should come in between..
Time as well timings..
To remain perfectly..
By their side..
How much the whole life..
Get impacted..
Of not only theirs..
But also for those they care deeply..

One of the biggest strengths..
Should never turn into..
Anyone weakness..
All either should understand..
Or leave it to them..
One of biggest virtue is to..
Let two souls remain together..
Who are meant to be..
Help them to unite..
Understands they are meant to be..
Understand even its hurting..
In the long run you will realise..
And will able to joint the dots..
That what happened was best..
Best for everyone..
Hope no one regrets that…

And one of the biggest sins
To stab real feelings
Feelings of true love
Ignorance, ego or being plain stupid
And trying to separate or just ruin
Real, raw and forever love
Really
How
I just don’t have the answer or reason..
Being human we made mistakes and learn..
hope we move with and towards Love..

If you are fortunate enough to have..
Have true love..
Grab it.. fight for it and protect it forever..
That’s your gift.. divine gift.
Don’t let it go..
Make them realise every time..
What they meant for you…You understood..
The meaning..
Meaning of true love..

If you can witness, understand or able to help…
Two lovebirds that belong to each other..
To remain it together till its best for them..
You understood..
The meaning..
Meaning of true love..

The feeling that has..
The power to bring God to earth..
Just to feel..
Feel the best that she/he has to offer..
True and unconditional..
Love.
Blessed are those who can actually love..
Love truly and unconditionally..
Give real meaning to live..
Beyond infinity…beyond words…

Love love

Written by

Swati Sharma

Copyright Feb 2022 © Swati Sharma and Learning with life. All rights reserved.

A sweet Gesture…

Was sad to leave my very first team I worked with..
But looking forward for moving upward..
The first team is always special as..
It gives you the first experience of the new chapter…
Mine was more of negative one, but still I learned..
The new team was on the same floor with old one on little distance..
And I was trying to adjust in the new team..
But can see my old team and instantly filled with comfort..
Comfort that a familiar place bring and new place was giving me jitters..
Was observing one day the old team was sharing a laugh..
And said a little louder see my old team is laughing..
One of the friendly new colleague listened..
And suddenly told whole team- “everyone just laugh”
Without any reason the whole new team starts bursting out of laughter..
Loud enough to get the attention of all..
And I also started laughing and was surprised with the gesture..
Was overlooking how lovely were the efforts of new colleagues..
For making me at ease..
One of the memories from the lot of lovely movements that the second team gave..
To have a great experience to work with..
Never regret or shy away to take any step forward..
As realise every new team brings new experiences..
But the second team was extra special..
Was apprehensive to join initially, but was teary eyed to leave this team..
Did not thank enough the people and the team at that time..
But have lots of respect and gratitude..
Whenever I look back, I realise and remember
One of the best team ever I worked with…

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Swati Sharma

Copyright Feb 2022 © Swati Sharma and Learning with life. All rights reserved.

In love with life

A life like a song on loop that connects deeply without getting bored…
Enjoying even small activities while working on dreams..
Childlike curiosity and emotions that understands everyone and each vibe…
Laugh from the heart and eyes, love from the soul..
Dance freely, Keep singing your own song…
Love what you do..do it with love..
Collecting movements…lost in the right direction..
Always live as life is a blessing, Choosing happiness and bliss will follow.

Written by

Swati Sharma

Copyright Jan 2022© Swati Sharma and Learning with life. All rights reserved.

Darkness.

Firm believer in hope..
Though some battles needs to be fought alone..
Continuous struggles tested by time and life..
All goes through struggles so not to criticise..
Part of life..
Always hopeful for sunshine..
So waiting to pass by..
Living with perseverance..
Fighting the demons of outside as well as inside..
Always a positive narrative keeps running by..
In my thoughts just to let me survive..
But the patience reached its limits…
Testing phases just drained the vibe..
The last thin straw losses the grasp..
Drowning in complete darkness..
Extreme silence and no light..
Completely lost the path and meaning…
Not able to listen or understand inner voice..
When the dreamer in me… dies…

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Swati Sharma

Copyright 2021 © Swati Sharma and Learning with life. All rights reserved.

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