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Where’s the end!!

Oh dear! Comfort you are so cozy and warm
Just like a blanket in a cold night and like home
You make me feel lighter without any fear
You just become a habit, oh so dear
One part of me always push you away from me
Yes, I am one of those who mostly listen to the part that says-“ this is not what you want” or “this is fine, but what next”
All other parts of me tell me you are just what I need
If I am not here, then actually where to go
Oh! But hey, you seldom tell me how you just make me lazy
I just feel like to take it all easy
And then realise something is just not right
The one thing that stops me from growing no matter how easy there to survive
That’s where I start doubting you and questioning myself
Break the zone and come out of my shell
Oh the pain is real and heart-breaking
But change is needed, though the path requires evolving
Saying bye to you even thinking about that is a nightmare
Oh! To actually say bye… have done it lots of times but still don’t know why so difficult whenever…wherever…
Make me analyse is it even worth going there!
But with a heavy heart and courageous steps, here I come
Where oh! We have always met, but you are always new dear “deadly struggle” and give me that stare
You made me anxious again, that’s your welcome dose
You want me to do those things that even thinking of give me a stroke
But alas, you repeat the circumstances till I ace to deal with
And that old struggle eventually converts itself to the comfort!
Oh, you sweet little honey trap and I am always on a dual path
When comfort is pulling me to stay and the new struggle pushes me to go to uncertain roads
End not always success not always fail though effort always what I can
What a vicious circle of struggling losing fighting breaking..sometimes winning
Just where to reach what’s the end?
Human potential is limitless beyond to comprehend
To reach its utmost capacity will that be a correct end!
Guess for some questions, answers are also limitless have no end!
Bring it on to life where there are good chances of new struggles bring the best out of me till my last breath


And pray for all struggles to have a worthy end as god think of as I am too small to comprehend
Always give me the strength of never giving up…give me the strength
One day, One fine day the whole journey will make sense
One fine day the whole journey will make sense
When the tears of joy and smiles of gratitude meets
Will understand…yes will understand….
Amen


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A story to tell!

From broken pieces of self esteem
To building it completely I have a story to tell
From deep fear and insecurities
To discover my self
I have a story to tell

From hating myself to start accepting myself
From what people say and think
To build confidence and reaching the level of freedom
I have a story to tell

To love deeply …to be deeply alone
To accept the loneliness and enjoying the solitude
Still believing in goodness and beauty of love
I have a story to tell

Surrounded with shallowness being part of unfair, cruel and ruthless world
A lot of the time persuaded to be like everyone and follow the rat race
Still believe in kindness, humanity, karma, justice and leading a truthful life
I have a story to tell

Looking world from different eyes, question, but don’t prejudice
Observing but not judging…accepting but not stereotyping..
From fighting for the right even if fighting alone
I have a story to tell

From failing a lot, but not giving up
From learning everyday still understand I know so little
From getting up on days where I feel like giving up
Fighting my own demons still ready to help the needy first
I have a story to tell

From being in places or being in the imaginary world
From being in the crowd and feeling alone and surrounded by loved one feeling home
From on verge of breakdown, but smiling like hell
I have a story to tell

From listening to understanding and going layers beneath
Feel like knowing the person and in a second break the myth
From knowing person for years and find the aspect unexpectedly new
I have a story to tell

From just listen to heart and follow the intuition
Embracing the journey even how difficult it become

Always trying and putting a genuine effort
In the lost road find hope
In the testing times, full of obstacles road, have seen miracles!
From questioning why it happened to me, but later being grateful thanked god it happened to me
Realizing god you are always there with me
I have a story to tell


If you have a heart that listen and eyes than judge less and understand more

Going beyond small talk and sharing life experiences

Learning from the journey and ready for new one
l have stories to tell…

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Swati Sharma

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To my first encourager- Thank you

Was in intermediate school when the teacher gave us an assignment
A topic to write with original content
Was scared to share original story as well as shocked with the requirement
Well with a lot of apprehension … on the due date everyone starts to share their story in class on the turn


Mostly share the same story with a lot of amazement!…
Was not sure of the assignment not understood properly or like other homework this also got copied by most of them!
My chance to present was next day scheduled
Got the idea from others and start framing my story on similar thought
But at night don’t know why was not able to sleep..


To make it different is the thought ringing in my mind..
And out of sudden an original thought came and I framed my words around with new story this time..
Next day again the rounds to share began..
And the teacher who gave the assignment with enthusiasm now looking disappointed..
As mostly the same content was getting shared again and again
My turn came and she did not look any more interested to listen
I started hesitatingly and finished with my version..
She was surprised and said you did it or someone supported at home at my end,
I clarified this is my original take..
She made everyone clapped and told me not to share your notes to anyone..
I thought only bright student copies are usually shared and hence wondered if she liked then why she stopped me from sharing my notebook in front of everyone..
Must be some blunder I did or she hated it so much..
I really end up thinking that I did horribly bad and not enough..
Post that our copies get checked and She first time wrote in my note with stars “well done”
That was the first appreciation I received on what I wrote,
I didn’t infer her verbal cues correctly..
Not to share with others as they can copy and asking did anyone helped in to get assurance it was my content…
So many years passed and I still remember the instance..
A small encouragement did have a space in sub consciousness..
Wish she told me keep writing and working on building my writing skills with confidence..
May be I would have understood and learned more early to work on my writing..
Not complaining though..
Totally novice with lifetime learnings. It’s my journey and my up and downs..
She and her feedback have a positive impact and I feel humbled..


That time I don’t remember I thanked enough
But to my first observer thank you for your patience and encouragement..
I echo with your thought of giving student to try to do something original
Just to make them realise and nurture their talent..
Else mostly we were taught to mug up and creativity at that time was not a priority or important..


I just started writing quite late when I was facing blues and don’t know how to channelize some emotions..
Writing gives me solace when I tried and failed to vent with all other options..
But when I look back this is the only time someone has seen a flare of writing in me when I was not even thinking it over as an option..


I am very grateful by this instance
No wonder little appreciation really works for everyone
It’s not bound with any age and have a positive impact to most of the creatures..
It can derive magic when mix with encouragement!
Yes, Understood late that appreciation as well as feedback are part only of encouragement !
Last but not the least…Thank you, ma’am with all my heart, you are really a gem person…

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What if!

An outsider surrounded by bystanders and targeted by Saboteur…
Silently fighting the demons of inside as well outside’s..
But looked upon almighty and protected by angels..
And time to time tested as well rewarded and punished accordingly…
But acceptance is a challenge for some…
Why its filled with doubt or insecurity…
No matter you do better or best for some an outsider is always an outsider…
As they forgot once they were also in the same place..
Or forgetting in future they can also find themselves in the same situation again…
And what if they met someone like them then!..
What if life do come in full circles…
And karma does make sense..
What if…

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Within

Instilled in the dew on the leaves…
Its in morning breeze..
Drizzling with rainbow..

Rippling the river as well in paper boat..
Its in festive mood..
And in the night of silent mode..
There it is in innocent child mischief..
Oh its in all routes of creativity..
Nature full of its bliss..
Its in perseverance as well in appreciation..

It with parent’s blessings as well in beautiful relations…
In siblings banter and in friend’s forever..
Its in achievements be it small or big..
And in proud movements as well in learning and in loving oneself…

It’s in simple yet precious joy of life..
Do with love or loving what you do…
Yes, its in hope, kindness and gratitude…
“Happiness”!!
It’s in the journey and it’s the way..
Way of life..
It’s within me and It’s within you.

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Let it be

Scared to fly as experience has scars..
Scars that buried but not omitted..
And subconsciously some decisions get impacted..
Brave enough to try with strong wings..
History might underwhelm but cannot restrict..
Somewhere, someone understand and accept as it is..
How liberating that is but why skepticism..
Not all meant to hurt trust that.
Expectation hurt more than regret is it?
Empathetic understands from all perspective..
So no more complaining and no more expectations.
Too busy in loving life and counting blessings..
Have accepted life as it is..
If others don’t that just their reflective..
Hence please just don’t worry as its all for good..
Let it be or let make it happen
Can control what can and understands what can’t..
Fight for it is always worth not questioning..
Way to be is to be happy and content..
As much as with big or little things..
And try not be bothered by anything… trying..
Or able to focus on positive shift as well as existing bliss..
So no more being silly and if being not regretting…

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Paradox yet carefree…


Seems to be shy or seems to be arrogant…
Having set the boundaries for peace or just too much attitude…
Apparently approachable like a friend…
Or go into shell sometimes too arduous to comprehend…
Too Difficult to be inferred hence taken for granted…
Or just plain naive to be in a movement if she could…
An open book or a mystery abounds..
No comments on any one perception around…
A girl with dream as well as an ambition…
But not bothered the way you judge throughout…
If you ever remember or think of her
Just remember a girl who has written for you…
Written for you because you affected her so much…
A girl who has written for you….
Written for you because she felt too much…
A girl who has written for herself as well
Written because that’s her solace as well as a way to express and to give voice for…
Written to make it immortal…

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Do it for you

When you do what your heart says..
Follow your passion and build on your dreams..
You have no idea what overall positive impact you bring..
To you, for your own well being..
Life becomes beautiful..
You find new positive energy to anything you do..
You don’t have to find reasons to be happy..
As you are being happy the way you are and hopefully the way its lead to..
Your inner satisfaction brings cheers to most of the people you engaged with..
Who are happy because you are being happy simply being you…
Due to the positive aura flow..
It brings rippling effect for others to follow..
Even if you are failing, but you have strength to bounce back and try..
Fail better or try differently, keep trying and win…in every way..its keeps you going..
As you have something to look up to..
If your passion is your job, then every day is alluring, awake without the blues..
Or if you are having it as a hobby to continue..
Its give perseverance to worst days to pass by..
As it has healing power and act as a cure..
So when your heart aches for something at any age or time..
Try to listen and follow..
The path of trying has hurdles as well as miracles..
How long you can continue with what attitude decides what you will you get into..
Even this way doesn’t have immediate result or success on the parameters decided by materialistic society..
It has its own soul, rhythm that rhymes with life with bliss, fulfillment and peace of mind..
When you have not followed your heart and dreams for long you feel a certain hollow..
You tend to live, but don’t feel alive…looking for answers to follow..
That are within you, but you just ignore or set priorities differently either through circumstances, pressure or absence of clear view..
And when you start on the realisation path you feel what you were missing for so long..
But was not actually realising the impact due..
Do what your heart says it has the answers..
As not every time you get a chance and living with regrets is quite heavy though..
Do it for you and you will see an overall positive impact in your life and in those life’s you are into..
Whenever you look back it should bring satisfaction and gratitude..
Do it….follow your passion and dreams..listen to your heart…do it for you..
Take responsibility of life with you..do it for you..

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Choose Kindness

Kindness is absolutely pure and divine and a strong attribute of remaining human..
Its unfortunate exploiting does hurt but shouldn’t let anyone to unbelieving it..
We all have seen some people take undue advantage and sometimes know very well they are doing it..
But still in order to ensure that no innocent and deserving human remain unbenefited..
A lot of us continue being kind and live by it..
But when someone just use to abuse kindness how can they forget..
Including God, sooner or later all will know it..
If given a choice to be kind or bully is an easy choice to make isn’t it..
Option is to be a sensible person who understands or a shrewd person who manipulates..
Well, what choice anyone makes determine by their values, behaviour and experiences..
When people still choose kindness as they don’t want any righteous to leave out..
It is similar to No innocent should be convicted in justice, may even guilty get acquitted..
It’s sad when other kindness makes one’s greed and misuse it..

Out of one of the most beautiful emotions on earth and of being human
When derives negativity its difficult to keep the faith!

Don’t forget that karma should serve the justice and some battles do need to be fought in right time to set the standard
And when I observe that still kindness exist and choose every day..every second..every minute…
Make me realise its true that god is everywhere..
And Hope that I keep realising it..

Kind hearts will always be protected.

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Enough of stereotypes…Stop It

A Pattern shift steadily to support women and equality
Is welcome and appreciated
Need all to take charge of it
To all the women out there
When you decide on priorities and breaking all stereotypes
Becoming a role model and breaking all records
Or struggling to balance, but working on it
We all are in it together.. in it
Though when I see such phenomenal actual efforts that make me believe in gradual positive shift..
But I still see some new stereotype forming and others getting unnecessarily effecting by it..
And those who are busy in forming and advocating these stereotypes..
Why don’t you look from wider eyes there are tons of better examples that you are overlooking
And this time all are more aware..you really think that you can make others believe it
I pity you that’s it

Ladies when you decide on priorities at a particular time stand by it
We all know priorities changes due to time and circumstances
Be it any for example career, family, marriage or kids
But once you made a choice then give your 100 percent to it
Just because support is available for some be it home or career
Don’t forget that still a lot need to be changed and not all are privileged but working hard to make a place..
The battle is going from long time and many have done difficult struggles and won real difficult battles with sacrifices
Just to make a better place for us, isn’t it..
How can we afford new stereotypes of taking advantage of opportunities and support given, but turning a blind eye of actual effort?
Don’t forget there are women out there who really in it to prove which is actually obvious that they are deserving of it
Don’t ruin it and don’t forget we all are together
What impacts one impact others
Once a stereotype is formed even how cliché it is that productivity or work ethics get impacted due to marriage or kids
Or they are taking situation benefit, but not putting effort
Any stereotype is altogether a battle.. we cannot afford to have battle within a battle
Really need to decide where you want your energy and time to be properly utilised
We all know things changes with added responsibilities
And not everyone’s circumstances are same, hence not judging it
But given a choice you will choose to be the hero or the victim of your own story
Only you can decide it
And if trying sailing in two boats what you think you are aiming at?

Be a supporter and encourager of each other
Learn from mistakes and grow
You are not only impacting yourself, but a whole community doesn’t forget that
This is the time to prove the obvious
Not making new stereotypes and difficulties
We know our worth and change for the better as all the efforts done and the one in progress totally worth it.

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Listen Always

When your anger has a hidden frustration
When you smile, but the eyes say something else
You suddenly became silent and just said I am fine
You said but meant something else
I listen what you haven’t said

Was struggling, but not giving up
With a lot of perseverance got what deserve
Learned at every path and turned roadblock into milestones
When someone asks are you happy? Your eyes also smile and sync with what you said
I noticed and celebrate

You remember every detail of the random talk
Answer now what that time did not infer or recall
Silently help but don’t let know anyone
Said something just to make others smile with a glow
I realise more than you know

When you tried to break the shell
Was anxious and confused but still did what heart said
Try to keep a tab of near ones even busy like hell
And pretends like nothing
I understand more than you think

When you remembered and someone’s heart skips a beat
Talk through eyes and let the silence speak
Lost in the crowd, but still miss one person and feel isolated
Those who believe in vibes and cues can relate
That’s why it’s always so many ways to communicate

The Universe has more ways as the mind keeps afresh the movements with real emotions
Who says only words matter
Words are only a small part of how the universe correlates
Listen when need to..listen always
And tell when require as you never know when it’s too late.

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Limitless

Trying to limit or control someone is like questioning limitless opportunities..
Opportunities provided by god and universe in abundance..
Limiting anyone is like question god and doubting potential unnecessarily..
When anyone try to limit others, actually it limit their thinking process..
And when we truly understands our self’s then we push our self like no other..
Then we can reach where no one can imagine..
And the one who limit don’t realise going in circles.. moving but reaching no where..
Wisdom lies in trying and believing…believe in yourself .. not in making others path difficult..


Whosever is thinking that they are wining by limiting is unnecessary fooling themselves..
Whenever someone has tried to limit..break the shell and try even harder..
And see hope as well miracles in uncertain roads if unfortunately have been pushed into..
The one who thought they were wining in short run..
Get the dose of there medicine as they questioned law of nature…
Hence I really laugh when I face such situation..
As they dont know what actually they are losing or going to lose..
And I know what it can bring to me hence it just empower me more..
Limiting someone is immense booster for trying harder..
As the person will try from every sphere..
But the insecure being who dont even know their narrow-mindedness take them no where..
No where or pushing them into even darker hole..
Tried to make them understand but go all in vein for..
As little win make then feel high just to throw them where there is no ground or way at all..


Hence when you face such situation and think why it is happening to you..
Think it as a sign for something bigger and better routing for..
Dont fall in trap as the trap creator dont even know its for them for sure..
As God is testing them through you..
You honest being will make you way anywhere..
And the troubling soul is losing on every sphere..
Wisdom is in just keep going on truthful path
Where you tried hard even if pushed backward and bounce back..
And don’t get bothered as they dont know how far you can go…
With gifts and protection at every step though sometimes not easy to comprehend or realise..
Also watched and loved by God as you never compromised others because you trust your wings..
Wings that will actually make you fly high without fear or insecurities..
Fly high and be limitless…fly carefree…

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