Seeking…

Was dealing with retaining hope..
Trying to accept the reality..
And struggling with understanding myself..
Had unintentionally hurt some feelings as not prepared to deal..
Though those gentle feelings were with good intentions and pure..
Got hurt as clashes with my timings of healing and mistakenly ignored..
Never meant to hurt even in my thoughts forget in reality..
Just was not in the right frame of mind at that point of time and occupied in inner fighting.

Was running away or not ready can’t really decide…
But do realise that was not doing something right…
All this while through was hurting myself too..

To end the suffering and let bygones be bygones..

Let us try to resolve with one of the methods of divine..
I ask for forgiveness from you and also from me..
Let buried the past with cure of forgiveness that I seek..
Not to repeat and just have a clear thought process as future being unforeseen..
Lets set our self free….
The burden if you are unnecessary carrying can repeat my story in your journey…
The chain of regret will not lead anywhere anybody…
Hence lets forget n forgive and further live carefree..
Hope you forgive me and I forgive me.

Written by Swati Sharma
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